Once in bed, she still got worse with her head heating up again, and her coughs getting stronger. I couldn't take it anymore. I paniced and felt that I couldn't leave her now, for it might be the last time I'd see her. I was so afraid, and began bursting in tears, as I hurried to the bathroom to get a grip on myself again. I felt the sweat all over me, all over my heart. I took a look into the mirror. Rae is the one I'll keep for all time. All of my life I've been searching for the touch of an angel, for someone who understands me and for someone, I would sacrifice everything, only to be with that person. When I met Rae, my search was over. She's all I ever wanted; Beautiful, loving, caring, funny, mysterious, magical, understanding, intelligent, cheering, sexy, cute, adorable, honest, emotional, romantic, curious and someone special.