sigh - well...thank you Kiira. You are right, I guess I was wrong about it all. I shouldnt be judging ppl like Rae the way I did. I just....sigh....maybe Rae was right all along. Maybe I just wasn't able to move on all these years. I mean I havent dated for 3 years, I spent 1 and a half in depression, and nothing changed the remaining years either. Yes I got over her eventually... I was trying to move on, and then we started talking again and this trip in november got planned. Now its like everything is coming back... The good memories, as well as the neverending fights... Rae says she's still protective over me, and maybe thats exactly it...maybe I just feel this way because of Danny and Nathan. I don't know...I just don't know... ...and while I figure all this out, we fight - and insult eachother... ... i gtg