I will not stand there to watch my angel fall. In a letter she states: "Felix - it seems you have a lot to learn. Although you are trying to protect me, you have to realise you won't always be able to take care of me. Many things will change. Change is always good, but I can't help being scared. I talked to you tonite about why I was scared. I hope you don't think I'm totally stuck on Joel or anything. Yes, I love him and I always will but the thing is, you're the one I want to be with forever. Always remember that. I love you with all my heart. -Rae" I've put deep thought into this letter...