I heard she went with mike to get stoned. I always said that it wouldn't affect our relationship. I never said that it won't, however, hurt me and affect me. I'm hurt, I skipped third period and spent my time in the sick-room crying my eyes out. I cried before about it. Yes, there are things in life you gave to try, but there is a certain line where things become critical. I know that I will always be hurt whenever I find that Rae is here, but she's gone, I'll always be hurt if I will smell the pot from her or know that she does it. I'll never give up the faith in our dreams. I will always fight my way through and one day, when Rae gives up smoking, gives up pot, I hope she will ask herself for why she did it in the first place. I get more depressed, when I find out whats happening to Brandi and Chelsea. Both of their boyfriends were doing drugs together and Brandi and Chelsea are torn.