I've given the promise to Rae that I will no longer mention pot. I'm not doing her a favour but I'm giving her a chance to really think about if pot is really what she wants right now. She's got so much other things, other problems with her parents, the horses and I hope she'll bare in mind how it all affects me. I know that it hurts me and that I will always love Rae, but when she does drugs, it will always be different, being around her. Many of my friends back in Berlin have problems with drugs, problems with addiction and it was the one thing I wanted to prevent to get to Rae and if she did, to show her that I'm worried and try my best to talk her out of it.