you know why im gunna die first?? becuase i put myself out there. im not afraid to love, but im afraid to get hurt. thats why im gunna be first. there are people who stay their whole freaking lives in a shell, careful that they wont give anything away. im not afraid to to that. i mean yea ive gotten hurt maybe one too many times, and yea im getting stronger and realizing that everything wont go my way, like now for example. i really like this kid, we'll call him sam, and he doesnt like me back. the thing is, im okay with that. ill move on. there will be other guys.. i hope ****** I woke up this morning With this feeling inside me That I can't explain Like a weight that I've carried Been carried away;away But I know something is coming I dont know what it is but I'm sure its amazing You've saved me, and my time is coming and I'll find a way Off this longest drought And it feels like today I know And it feels like today I'm sure Its the one thing thats missing- The one thing you're wishing The last sacred blessing And it feels like today - RASCALL FLATS