Lolo- im babysitting and im talking to jared and you were right.. he doesnt like me, im so sorry i really am i think ill be alright though i just need a few days.. :'( laura i really think i love him, i really do i love you more that you will ever know x3.. Lauren everyone says that you cant know what love is when you are 14 but you know maybe your right, ive been balling my eyes out for hours knowing that the guy of my dreams doesnt like me, he told me that he thinks i should find another guy, hes been tellign me but ive been too blind to see it. whats wrong with me? well i cant stay on for long im babysitting 4 kids, i hate for them to see me like this.. gotta go put on my fake happy smile