so last night i went to the movies with sarah and ashton and kaity and dara, nick, danny, anthony and jc were there. i wanted to talk to jc about what happened and everything and if it meant anything to him, cause it sure as hell meant a lot to me. and pretty much he said it didn't. so last night, my first day being 15, i got my heart broken. i cried myself to sleep. but today i feel a lot better. stronger, ready to go out there again, ready to move on. i guess that it was a goodbye kiss. i guess thats it for us. okay, i'm actually okay with that. actually im not, but time will fix it, weather it takes another 4 years or 4 days, god only knows, but it will be okay. i know it will. i trust him