its kinda hard to get me mad but i know someone who can do it in 3 words. i love you. when carolyn says that to me i just blow. i don't know why i hate her, i think its becuase shes a controling bitch who doesnt deserve anyone in her life. even her botfriend and his two kids. she pretends to care when deep down i know she doesn't, and she doesn't even keep it down there. i heard her talking to scot that i was too much trouble and she wanted me to not live with her. she said im infecting jenna. honestly im not a bad kid. i rarely get in trouble and i only have an attitude or diesrespect twords her. if you ask any of my friends (except lolo) or any of my teachers, they will all say im a good kid. but they don't know half of it. it just pisses me off. then sometimes she'll just walk in here like shes doing now and pretends like shes looking for something but shes actually reading my emails and journal entries. so i only write them when shes not here. how sad is that? i can only trust her when shes not here. i don't trust her and i don't love her. thats the problem we have.