It was so nice. I'm going to miss him. But it's a good thing he leaves for another 6 months. He's a drug, and my new favorite addiction. I thought I wouldn't hear from him again, that he wouldn't even think of me. And I was very wrong. He even said if only he had met me back then... It made me smile. To think that if we had met before he was with his wife, that maybe it would have been me. I love his wife, and I think they are amazing together. But the fact that he would even think that... It made me feel good. He just held me after. Ran his hands up and over my back... All over me. My husband doesn't do that. My husband doesn't take the time to pay my body attention. It's not something that can be taught, or shown either. It's something that should be inside each and every person. Maybe that's why I prefer women to men. Women are very physical, naturally. We play with hair, we touch, caress, kiss, nurture. Not all men do. My husband is a boy. I don't want a boy. I want a man. I want someone who will take care of me, someone who will want me, respect me, and yet still allow me to be a woman, and have a career of my own. I'm just the pretty picture in my husbands world. I'm the wife, the mother, the beautiful accessory to walk around, and talk about to make the others jealous. But it's like he doesn't even see me. I'm not sure how much more of it I can take...