I really don't know what to do anymore. I think things are good and they start up again. I'm so lost I hate when I'm like this. I feel like no ones there well besides Corey hes always there thats one thing I love about him. God hes the best:) I feel like I'm pushed out of everything and it hurts but its one of those things I have to deal with. Corey's working all weekend and it sucks because I really don't have many friends so I'm all alone for this weekend. Thats ok I'm getting used to it, that pretty sad I have to get used to being alone:(