Well haven't written in this thing for a long time, lots of things have happened so I dont know were to start off. I've been going to the bar a lot ever since I turned 18 and I really don't like that place that much, it's just not something for me I guess. But one good thing has come of it I met this really great guy and were both really into each other. He's so funny and sweet, everytime I think of him I get the biggest smile on my face, it's just really nice to be happy about something finally. Nikki and I haven't really been hanging out as much since her new boyfriend but we still talk and hangout when we can which is still really fun. Schools been going pretty good I'm only doing really bad in one of my classes so thats not too bad I can always get better and I have been I need to get out of that school this year. I can't wait till grad and everything.