I’m sorry I’m trying very hard to hate you but its just not working I love you way to much. I’ve tried so hard to move on and I thought I did but all I’m doing is lying to myself and I’m so sick of it. I just want to be happy am I not aloud to be, Why not? Not like anyone one really fucking cares they say they do but they just lie its really nice to find out the truth. If you don’t like me don’t talk to me but don’t try to pretend there’s something there that really isn’t there. I’m always sad well if you ever listened you would know why the thing is you really don’t want to know you just pretend. Don’t worry you don’t have to hear anymore I’m finished with it all I have myself until I leave this place forever never coming back this will be the last place you’ll ever find me. All guys can go fuck themselfs!