Its funny when ppl seen something wrong with you they try to be your friend but then when everything’s fine it will be just like before. Its over its finally over, I’m taking down the pictures, you said you wanted to be my friend, well if you wanted to be my friend then why don’t you show it. You really don’t you just said it to make me happy but really its made me even worse but its all good know because I’m done with it all. lately I've been thinking of the end more and more but every time I do I think of Alexis and Zander, I love those kids more then anything in this world and I don’t want to miss them growing up but I also don’t want to live through this anymore I'm so sick of everyone else. I miss you so much and you don’t care your just moving on forgetting about it forgetting about everything, I'll never forget it, Im going to remember every touch every kiss every word you said like it was that moment. I'm sick of the dreams, I'm sick of the pain and I know its never going to go away, you may but everything else wont.