Its over all of it over your gone as a boyfriend and as my best friend my whole world has fallen right in front of me and I couldn't do a thing about it. Its like all the things I said didn’t matter, all the times we shared didn’t matter, I didn’t matter, the love you said you had from me just gone like that. I tried so hard but I am no longer trying you want me to go away I am going away, I just don’t know how you can let go of something you loved oh so much just like that like it really didn’t matter any way. It mattered to me. Yes I know this is all my fault but I tried to fix it I tried but you just didn’t want to. I'll never forget a moment. I had all my good times when I was with you every bad moment and every good moment how am I suppose to let that go, but let go is all I can do know. I really don’t know anymore, I cant stand watching everything go the way it is going. Today was the only day I ever lied to you and look were that got me, and the reason I lied was to keep you in my life but I didn’t know what to say and you left my life forever this time. Some days I really rather be dead and today would be one of those days. Not like anyone would cared if I was anyway.