Well lately thats what I’ve been thinking about, I see my life as nothing so why am I even hear anymore. I dont know what to do without him, and knowing that its all my fault. I've never felt so dead in my life, I have no clue on what to do. I know I need to leave him alone but I dont want to, I don't even want to think of life without him but I have to and it kills me. I have nothing without him, I hate myself for what I have done I knew I was going to screw things up because they were to good for me to believe. I wish some one would just get rid of me, rid of my pain. I'm starting to turn to drugs again they make me feel nice even though I dont want to be doing them I never wanted to go back to this life and Corey was always the one that should me the right thing but now I have no one to show me. I'm just throwing my life away without you and I dont know what else to do. Maybe it will be My time soon.