Okay so summer has been taking its time with me. i guess. its been fun. but last week on June 6,2006 i lost my best friend, my cousin chad. he was at a chruch camp and hes always had heart problems. and he was swimming and i guess his heart just gave out. its one of the things thats always going to effect me...now and later in life. he was such a good person inside and out. I'll Miss Him. Love ya sweetie!.. we all miss you!.and also ive gotten closer with my cousin chris( chads older brother)..since chads passing.. im hoping me and chris can be close like me and chad were. On a lighter note...ive been in the dating range again. its helped alot. im so exited. lol. with the help of vanessa and andy. :) Well i dont have much to say.. but im sure i'll write more. thanks for reading..