i feel like grabbing a blanket, and laying outside all bundled up and just...laying there. i feel like whispering, and like holding hands. like pointing at the sky and talking about stars like i know them personally but really have no idea what im talking about. i kinda feel like laying on my tummy on the pavement and asking it to rain so i can feel the water drop onto my back and i can slowly feel my shirt getting wetter and wetter until im soaked completly. i feel like being quiet, and i feel like watching someone. i feel like laying down next to someone, and watching them watch the sky. i feel like wishing, and i feel like being lucky. i feel like rubbing a penny until its dull. or maybe until its shiny, which ever comes first. i feel kinda like milkshakes, but kinda like ice water. i want something spicy yet something sweet. i feel like being clear minded, like knowing everything. i feel like i don't need to be confused anymore. i don't feel like thinking, and i don't feel like being alone. i don't feel like getting up, and i definatly don't feel like i should ever have to get up again. i don't want to feel anything, but i feel like feeling something. i want to be 100% okay with something for the first time. i want to get rid of my headache without popping pills, and i want to smile, and not have to fake it. i feel like being perfect. just for tonight.