i miss you and i miss the lifestyle we had. the friendship faded and neither of us jumped in to save it. but i know how busy and beautiful you are, so i take the blame for the failure and i choose to do nothing about it. going back over our memories and having a new philosophy on life and death, i realize that you'll be one of the people i meet in heaven. we'll be old friends just like we said we were going to be. and we'll talk about everything and catch up on old old times, but we both refuse to bring up the places we visited and the people we met in the time when we didn't speak. we're such old souls that it hardly seems worth the time to waste on such petty conversation. so we ignore the real past and we create our own; the one we both knew we were meant to have.
the phone doesn't seem to be enough anymore, but it's not like either of us would know. i haven't heard from you and you haven't heard from me, but maybe we're the type of people who get lost in the everyday and when we re-unite, we have the best of times. maybe you're the person i come back for. because lord knows i don't long for anyone like i do for you.
thats sad
reminds of me me and an ex friend of mine. ugh. whatever.
so how are you? [me?] im shit. really, really shit -.-
♥