what is wrong with me? i feel really happy. yet really depressed. at the same time. yeah. go figure. well, anyway, i feel like an enigma. Dude, seriosuly. I have no reason to be depressed. And I don't feel clinically depressed. Only down. But i could cry right now. Maybe it's just a PMS thing. i dunno. whatever, I'll cheer up sometime. here's cute survey thing. fill it out or ill kill you. The perfect guy-- 1. hair color: dark 2. eye color: Blue or Green 3. height: 5'8 -6+ 4. six pack: nice if he does but doesn't have to have one 5. long or short hair: doesnt matter 6. glasses: sure 7. piercings: NO 8. scars:sure why not 9. eyebrows: yes 10. big butt or little: i like big butts and i can notlie.. 11. chest hair: doesnt matter. 12. buff or skinny: either or is fine lol 13. straight teeth, gap: uh straight 14. funny or serious:funny 15. party or stay at home :mmm both 16. should he cook or bake:cook leave the baking for me 17. should he have a best friend: yes! 18. should he have a lotta girlfriends: no 19. outgoing or shy:either 20. sarcastic or sincere:both 21. should he love his mother:yes 22. should he watch chick flicks:yes 23. would he be a smoker: NO 24. would he drink: NO 25. would he swear: i prfer he not. 26. would he play with your hair:yepp*melts* 27. one or more girls at a time: no 28. would he pay for dates: no. 29. does he kiss on the first date: yes 30. where would you go to dinner: somehwere romantic..... 31. would he bring you flowers: yes 32. would he lay under the stars with you: yes. thats sooo sweet 33. would he write poetry about you: sure 34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby: yeah 35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: yes 36. would you hang out with him and HIS friends: yeah 37. will he walk you to the door at the end: yes 38. holding hands: yeah 39. soccer: ewah no 40. baseball:no 41. basketball: no 42. football:no 43. water polo: sure 44. surf: yeah 45. skateboard: naw 46. snowboard: naw 47. sing: only for me... 48. play guitar: that'd be nice 49. play piano: also'd be nice 50. play drums: naw 51. clean his room: haha no 52. paint, draw, sculpt: yes 53. writes his own music:sure 54. use the word dude: yea 55. use the word tight: noo 56. would he watch the sun rise with you: yes............ 57. what kind of car does he drive: anythings nice 58. how old is he:age is only a number 59. what would his name be:......