There's three in the wall from those pictures in the closet Two in the bedroom from that night I lost it One deep inside me determined to stay They don't get any bigger but they don't go away Holes in and around me I keep falling back into Holes digging its around me God knows what I'm gonna do To fill in these holes left by you Left by you I pour drink after drink but nothing hit bottom I've been on my knees admitted my problem The love that we made still barely an echo I'll try anything in these vacant hollow Holes in and around me I keep falling back into Holes digging its around me God knows what I'm gonna do To fill in these holes left by you Left by you There's two through my hands and one through my feet From this cross that I bare to the day that I see Its guilt and its blame its shame and its love