basically rite now im feeling lonely because i barely talk to my friends anymore. i mean im stuck doin all this soccer stuff [which is fun] and when i go online there away or logged off. oh well the new soccer camp im at is awesome. im gonna be playing all summer but this one is ending soon. um, im gonna play until school starts again at m-l and hopefully the "white tiggers" reunite. lol i miss my old team so much because they were awesome, and i was the oldest one there so i was in charge. even tho i got co-mvp i still im the wisest player there. lol..high school...scary thought but then again somethin i wanna get through. TT sounds like a good skool but i saw my classmates and ther all ugly and theyll never replace my old friends. i want to go now so i can get it over with.::sigh:: im gonna end up being with mercedes (ew), cynthia, katty, nusrat and me. wher are the boys? marco n willie n cesar wher gonna go but cesar went to nmb, willie to mast n marco to goleman. man. i was actually looking forward to marco goin bue he would critizice me cuz im goin as a total goth. yay. um yea only the clothes, reliously im a praticing catholic. um omg...yay, my mum said that as soon as i turn 17, n i giv her perfect a's (just once...all the time is too hard) um, imma get my tongue pierced. yay, but it probly wont happned until im 18, in california or bostin wher imma go to collge/univesity. but it will most likely be in california cuz they have santa clara wher brandi cahstain went to play n she s like my all time fav. soccer player so ill play nn study in the same area. it saves gas.lol. yea i wanna get a lexus sc430 but its like $75 gran so i mite have to wait.lol.i brouoght the 3 days grace album. its good but lp is still better. it categorized as "extreme rock".cough. lol. i wanted to get live in texas but they didnt have it::sad::. oh, n im sad cuz im only to chile for a week, rite b4 skool starts. that when thers more snow. so, the snowboarding is better. yaaaay. but i gotta be careful cuz i dont wana go in a cast for skool. lol thatd be embarising especaily since i gotta ride a tractor. so exctied. lol. um on thursday i went with my BF jackie (i noe her for 9 years) to go llok at 15 packages and um, oh god they sond so good. ther are cruises and trips to europe but i gotta talk to my whole family to see wutz up.loli want my dog to go. shes so small. lol n such a lil devil. but so cute/adorable. this guy once said that he'll pay me half a million for her, im like hell no.lol..or maybe it was a dream.... lol.well ill write more sum o ther day. i smell the food. buoi (bye) ciao -carOl