yea so today was good..my parents gave me $200 flat out which was cool. i bought a new cd player, some new cds and yea i actually smiled. i got to go eat at chilis [baby back ribs!] which filled me up. my dad crashed a rented car so we had to fix that which took a long while but whatever we got the same model in a different color because his car is at the mechanics. so yea, and then tomorrow i spend the rest of the money on hot topic. i fucking love that store. ill probably get tons of bracelets [thin black ones] because anthony kept breaking mine...so yea. hes such a stupid ass, i was supposed to feed his chickens today but the door was closed so i hope his chickens survive. hes so irresponsible. i gave ed a bath today which was fucking fun. because sophia let all the lambs escape so me and yessehnia had to grab them all and it was just so much fun. today was fun. then on the way home, my dad puts on some fucked up radio station that plays the "old rock" of centuries ago and some song plays and it says "they call me mellow yellow" so i jusut laughed at how stupid things used to be. man im so sad we had to cancel reunion 2. oh well, some other time. im happy, my face is so clear, most of little scars are gone and all the acne cleared up lol, now to get someone who will enjoying looking at my face...did that make sense? maybe im insane... +death will come when i’m good and ready+