Oh My Fucking God
i feel like an ASSHOLE. ¿why? because i just do. ok me and alexis are great i mean i feel so good when im near him. but like i dont know exactly we really are. ok so yea hes my boyfriend but i see him barely half an hour every day, i dont have his number, he hasnt asked me out for the weekend...so im really confused. im mean, maybe hes starts out slow in relationships or i just dont know.
today yessy went to school for me cause i had no ride. and he was there and i didnt see him which made me so mad and sad and so on. and so i called yessy and told her to tell him hi for me and she did but she said he was pissed off or annoyed and im SUPPOSED to be there for him.
ITS ALL MY DAD'S FAULT
i would have been there for him if he didnt have to go to an emergency "meeting".
i think its all bullshit. my dad always makes this damn excuses and is never home. my mom is mad cause she cant recognize him anymore, it puts more pressure on me and god i just hate everything.
i like your diary too
sorry bout ur dad...i can kinda relate to that
i am doing as well as can (be) expected
i am like that now
hatinf everything is part of the process...