school sucks.... i hope i d i e It all began with only four All different All the same Always spoke Always joked Then it came The time of decision Now I look at myself in the mirror And I don’t see the same as before I’m not happy I’m missing the feeling What once were four Are now 4 individuals Were not best friends anymore It’s all changed We can’t talk We can’t relate I now wish We could just go back And freeze what the four where And let it remain F.C.K.T will never be the same yea, i wrote that basically stating how i saw my friends. we are all at different schools. in the summer we couldnt talk because there was nothing to talk about. we cant talk now because we wouldnt understand each other. they were the best friends ive ever had, they were always there for me. i met some new people but it will never be the same. karin and tansie both go to the same school, so they see each other every day. fanie is going to get transferred to nmb next year... F.?.K.T..... im stuck here with a few friends and im just so lost. my school is so boring theres nothing to do and nothing happens. plus theres so many people, so much hate its depressing. i dont see anyone i can be real close too...i dont...im guessing what i had before i will never have again. this is highschool...real life...its all about getting through..passing your classes, but i want more. i was someone next to me i was someone to care about. so far i see no one that i can love. no one. maybe it will get better, maybe it will get worse....i just know...if i dont make it, i left this world alone. comment please