i have so much to say today...ok yea the whole shit with james...fuck him i dont care anymore hes the jackass in this story. ok um moving on.... the whole skipping nmb plan on thursday...major throwback cause the plan failed and then yea it just back fired.
oh im trying to focus on finding a new guy to make me feel better but it takes a while. even though i have some ideas. this sat. me and tasha and maybe yessy will go to the movies and so on. but the thing is im really excited for my soccer game on sat cause i will so kick everyones ass. im so pumped up and ready. well i guess i dont have alot to say...
when i was mad at james...i wrote this:
instance
From the moment we met
All my skies were cleared
From the instant I saw you
All my problems disappeared
I’m so tired of these failed attempts
I can never begin the ending of my story
All these rumors, all these deceits
All plays in bringing more worry
From the moment he came into my life
You stood by the side and watched me lie
I played along thinking it could get better
Then I left, my head with thoughts to die
So confusing, so disturbing
This story I tried to explain
The ending I could never display
Your rejection was my misery, my pain
What you think isn’t was it is
All I know is this
He never knew me
He never will
The other one kept my alive
The other one always stood beside
I still don’t know what to do
But leave me if you want to
it sux that isuue with ur friend, i like that poem its cool, and believe me im feeling so down today i wanna cut so bad, well anyways just wanted to tell u ur poem is cool
sucks to him... come to my side (girls are just better)...
:)