I'm looking out a window Into a world that's taken you from me And I'm feeling so disgusted How pathetic can I possibly be? What to do? ---------------------------------------> So tell me why? You say goodbye And tell me why You're fucking up my whole life? ---------------------------------------> If there's a better place you can take me A better life you give me Whatever place I can start all over And I will never need what you gave me And never need you to save me And never feel like this life is over ---------------------------------------> I only thought about it When I was sad I only did it When I was mad I grabbed the knife with no regret I slit my wrist And now I'm dead ---------------------------------------> I know I’ll never trust a single thing you say You knew your lies would divide us but you lied anyway And all the lies have got you floating up above us all But what goes up has got to fall ---------------------------------------> It’s easier to run Replacing this pain with something numb It’s so much easier to go Then face all this pain here all alone ---------------------------------------> Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past Bringing back these memories I wish I didn’t have Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back And never moving forward so there’d never be a past ---------------------------------------> I don’t know what’s worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don’t know why I instigate And say what I don’t mean I don’t know how I got this way I know it’s not all right So I’m breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit tonight --------------------------------------->