so james is now pissed at me because he thinks i left jimmy for mike. WHAT THE FUCK i dont do bullshit like that. im not a slut that moves from one fucking guy to the other. ive tried to tell him thats not what happened but no hes alwys has to go by his ways and he never lets me explain. so now he wont talk to me at all and is so fucking mad at me. cause yea it was his cousin but still, its my life.
the part that pisses me of the most is that he thinks hes right. i mean what happened was that i never really liked jimmy. i never felt a real connection but i went out with him to figure out if there was one. and there wasnt. me and him are from two different worlds and james dosent get that part. so to stop wasting time i broke it off. jimmy starting saying i broke his heart...BULLSHIT he never knew me and he now he never will. he can kiss my ass for all i care. he thought he liked me but he dosent and i never liked him. simple as that.
the guy he thinks i left jimmy for was for mike. yea mike came back and still likes me. and i still like him but i want to be alone. and i told jimmy and james that. i dont want a boyfriend right now and i dont want all this bullshit. mike understood and hes not pressuring me. i have soccer to concentrate on because if i want to play for nmb next year i HAVE to play really good this season and get good recommendations but so far ive played ok. i need to play good. so that and i have to focus on training my lamb and that is a pain in the ass. also i have to focus on my guitar lessons and then theirs my trip in the summer, my trip in spring break and a whole bunch of other shit. but no one seems to understand. i feel so fucking ignored but im tired of trying and trying and never getting anywhere.
| i need advice....can you give it to me? |
It reminds me of a story my 8th grade councler told our class.
humm. thanks for the comment :) i like your journal too
that really sucks :x .. like its your bestfriend they should take time time out to listen to your point of view and not assume they know exactly what going through your mind .. right?
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humm .. yeahh thats a tough situation you are in .. humm .. i really think you should just like sit your friend down and make them listen .. it seems like the only way lol :x
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