First, yes, I listen to BSB I always have always will and yes I also love hardcore music such as Atreyu and many other types of music but mostly any kind of rock. Okay yesterday sucked big fat floppy donkey dick. First I was cutting my dogs nails and he moved the wrong way and I cut it to far up and he was bleeding really bad. I took him to the vet and waited 5 or more minuets for the vet to come in. In the mean time Draser (my dog) was bleeding so badly the table was covered in blood. After Draser was all fixed up the vet guy says to me "I'm surprised he is still up and walking after losing so much blood." That pissed me off so bad; if I wouldn't have had to wait for 5 effing minuets he wouldn't have lost so much bleed in the first place. I still feel like shit for hurting my poor dog so bad, I didn't mean to you all know that but I still feel really horrible. Later after my dog was better I called Kenny to see if he wanted to come up to the big car show he said maybe. I went to the show after like a half an hour Kenny calls and say he would be here in a little bit. I was all happy and stuff then he said "I got to pick up Eric first." At that point I was not so happy cuz I know that I wouldn't get any time with Kenny at all and I was right. After the car show Kenny and Eric go back to my house with me. We go down to the basement and Eric starts acting like an asshole. He is saying stuff about my dog like "what a stupid ugly dog" and shit like that. I just went through hell with my dog and I could have lost him and he comes into my house and dinks my pop/soda sits in my basement and says shit like that. I wanted him to leave and never see him again. When Kenny left I gave him a kiss and told him I love him. I flipped Eric off and told him to go fuck himself and blow it out his ass. Needless to say that made me feel better. After they left I went to see Chris, he and I talked and stuff for a little while but I was still really pissed about what that piece of shit Eric did. So I walked around for about hour and a half. I felt better but not a lot better. When I got home Kenny called, he felt really bad about what happened. I told him it was okay cuz he didn't know that little fucker was going to do that. I hope I don't see that jerk-off for a long time. I didn't do anything worth writing about today so I guess that’s it for now. Sorry this is so long. Later Dayz Amber