Kenny's tattoo is really cool I like it a lot. It even makes him even more hot(my big sexy coloring book [inside joke]). It is still not done though. The new H.I.M. CD is AWESOME I love it. I think my favorite song is "Under a Rose" but I also love "Dark Light." I got a little upset last night Kenny and I were talking and he said something about dyeing of cancer or something else and I just started to cry. I don't know why but it felt like I was stabbed in the heart. I didn't tell him that I was upset and I don't know if he knew or not. I felt kinda' stupid for it. But the thought of losing him hurts so bad what would I do if I lost him? I can't wait to see him tomorrow so I can give him a big hug and kiss. Amber