im supposed to be at a party thing right now...n im not...i didnt feel like going...im too lazy...cant be bothered...im having more fun frying my brain in front of this technological reality escape system...what fun...not...id prefer to be doing something like getting drunk or getting high then hooking up with a guy whose name i will forget in the morning...but im just too lazy...maybe ill get drunk by myself...but im not an alcoholic...and whats the fun of getting drunk by yourself?...lol...anyways...another night of angst beginning with a nice coffee a smoke...and a long needed shower...night everyone .x. deathofme .x.