i hate christmas...with like a passion...the whole family getting together thing...exchanging gifts and being all lovey...just because its some fucker named jesus' birthday...pah...i think they can cram it up their ass...i hate my gene pool and family gatherings...its so OVERRATED...and it should die...i could do without presents and shit...i really couldnt care less about it all...it also interupts with my social life...which is so hetero...whatever...enough of my redundant bitching...i am done now...oh yeah right...im might be able to see cassie over the christmas holidays...shes doing alot better but shs got like the mental capacity of an 11 year old...:(...i still love her...and no matter what ill still consider her my bestfriend...oi...all this shit makes my brain hurt....i need cancer and a coffee...so now i am done...bye bye and shit... .x. deathofme .x.