ok so these are the lyrics...i like know them off by heart...so sad...but...its so...i dunno...it just...is...

She seen trust in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain Leaked through cover me Id do anything ever to myself Just to have her for myself Now I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sane. She is everything to me The unaqquited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I dont know what to do, I dont know what to do when she makes me sane. But I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me A catch in my throat Choke, torn into pieces I wont No, I dont want to be this But I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me I wont let this build up inside of me She isnt real I can make her real She isnt real I can make her real