so im not crazy...ive always thought i find the weirdest things to be great and i was alone...amanda has proven this theory wrong...thank god...i still need help though...im a little woo hoo in the head...it runs in my family...were all insane little fuckers...oh well...i seem to be fine to everyone else...thats all that matters...i guess...im also really good at covering emotions up...example...i was having a deep emotional conversation with a friend...then sarah came to the door...my eyes were so red from crying...and sarah thought i was just high...and i went off and had fun that night...so...i must sorta be able to cover it...but under all these covers im confused...i can never decide exactly what i feel anymore...ugh...stupid everything...fucker in the ass and call me kermit but i think youll all agree with me when i say...lifes a bitch...*sighs* .x. deathofme .x.