everything seems to be falling through....everything was going good...now...its fuckity...i dunno and im not going to get into details cuz its dumb...but fuck...rawr rawr rawr rawr gwar gabar?...i need money...cuz i need smokes?...i could always go do what i always do and pan handle...lol...its fun actually...meet new ppls :)...blah...anyways...i feel like getting drunk or high or something...but im really too lazy and im trying to quit that shit...not as easy as i thought it'd be...especially when its all around...*shrugs* whatever i have a strong will...i can hold back...i dont even see any point in anything anymore tho...its all fuckityyyyy like i said b4...loll....talk about repeatitive...anyways...im going to stop talking nonsense...but b4 i finish i must include the fact that i thought some chics teeth were blue and i was completely sober....too funny...anyways...bye? .x. deathofme .x.