I was thinking about it today at school, and it's almost fucking Christmas already. How the fuck is time going by so fast? I mean, I'm not complaining because Ryan's coming back home in 4 weeks which is good. I haven't seen him in sooo long. After Christmas, the school year will be more than half way over already. Where the fuck is it going? It's good because I wuna get the fuck out of high school. But then I gotta go to college. And I haven't even taken the ACT yet. I wuna go to UNO but I don't know if I can even get in. I fucked around since freshman year. And after this year, thats it. Iduno what to think. Like, that's when the rest of my life starts. It's crazyyyy. And Ryan and I were talking about possibly getting steady jobs and getting an apartment together. And I mean, that'd be really fucking cool if it actually worked. And I really want it to happen. I just don't think it will. Like, I'm so scared. My parents said that once I move out, that's it. I'm on my own. They're not giving me food or money or anything at all. It's just really starting to freak me out. I basically have 6 months to figure everything out. I'm not ready for all this responsibility that comes with graduating highschool. I want to be on my own and all, just without responsibility. I mean, I'm a senior and I don't even fucking drive yet. I'm going nowhere. Blaaaaaah. This is overwhelming already. And it's not even here yet.

Here's some pictures I found. Olivia, Me, Ryan and Willie P. Ryan and Willie P. at the beach. Check out Willie's mohawk. =) I don't know.. Boredom? At school. Don't know. I was either really high or really drunk. I don't remember. We'll hold eachother soon in the blackest of rooms. He's a pimp & you know it. William = Halloween = Cat in the Hat = Cutest kid ever. Anywaysssss... Today pretty much sucked. Got my phone taken away in school. Got it back. Got fired / quit work. My mom was bitching and saying I'm a loser and I'm never going anywhere in life and blah blah blah blah blah. Which, I mean, I know it's true. It just hurts coming from her. I don't know why, I should be used to shit like that by now. But I don't think I really get used to it, I just get over it temporarily. I think we get report cards tomorrow. Who knowssssss. RYAN GETS BACK IN 34 DAYS. AND I'M REALLY EXCITED. AND I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE HIM. BECAUSE I MISS HIM. AND I LOVE HIM. MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THE ENTIRE WORLD. K, there's an update. And that's all for now. Peace.

[ ] I am a university student. [x] I am a cuddler. [ ] I am an okay dancer. [ ] I am a huge fan of lists. [ ] I am a morning person. [ ] I am a perfectionist. [ ] I am a Republican. [ ] I am allergic to something deadly. [ ] I am an only child. [ ] I am Catholic. [x] I am content as of this moment. [x] I am currently in my pajamas. [ ] I am currently pregnant. [ ] I am currently single. [x]I am embarrassed to be seen with my mother or father. [ ] I am currently suffering from a breaking heart. [x] I am okay at styling other people's hair. [ ] I am left handed. [ ] I am married. [ ] I am obsessed with my Xanga. [x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [x] I am procrastinating by filling out this list. [ ] I am resentful that I have to grow up. [ ] I am very shy around the opposite sex. [ ] I am, or was, pigeon-toed. [x] I bite my nails. [x] I can be paranoid at times. [ ] I carry a weapon with me everywhere I go. [ ] I collect picture frames. [ ] I currently have a crush on someone. [x] I consider myself to be a 'nerd'. I dont see how im not [x] I currently regret something that I have done/am doing. [x] I curse frequently. [x] I do not believe people are inherently good or evil. [x] I don't hate anyone. [ ] I enjoy country music. [ ] I enjoy jazz music. [x] I enjoy smoothies. [ ] I enjoy talking on the phone. [ ] I have a ...car or truck. [ ] I have a mobile phone. [x] I have a hard time paying attention at school. [ ] I have a hidden talent. [x] I have a hobby. [x] I have a lot to learn. [x] I have a pet. [ ] I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. [ ] I have a tendency to fall for the "wrong" guy. [ ] I have all my (real) grandparents, none of them have died. [x] I have at least one brother and/or sister. [ ] I have avoided work to play with my Xanga. [x] I have been in a real relationship. [ ] I have been in a threesome. [x] I have been rejected by someone. [ ] I have been the "psycho ex" in a past relationship. [ ] I have been to another country. [ ] I have been to an anime convention. [ ] I have been to Europe. [ ] I have been to Las Vegas. [x] I have been told that I am very smart. [x] I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor. [ ] I have broken a bone. [x] I have Caller I.D. on my phone. [x] I have changed a diaper. [ ] I have changed a lot over the past year. [ ] I have cheated on a significant other. [x] I have counted down the days until the summer. [ ] I have dated my best friend's ex. [x] I have done something illegal. [ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [x] I have gone scuba diving/snorkling. [x] I have had major/minor surgery. [ ] I have had my hair cut within the last week. [ ] I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with. [x] I have had the cops called on me. [ ] I have snogged someone I knew I shouldn't. [ ] I have snogged someone of the same sex. [ ] I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past. [x] I have mood swings. [x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. [x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months. [x] I have rejected someone before. [ ] I have seen The Lord of the Rings trilogy. [ ] I have seen the television show The O.C. [x] I have swam in the ocean. [x] I have tried sushi. [ ] I have watched Sex and the City. [x] I have watched the television show Spongebob Squarepants. [ ] I know how to shoot a gun. [ ] I like being the center of attention. [x] I like eating Ramen noodles. [ ] I like my handwriting. [ ] I like Shakespeare. [ ] I like the taste of blood. [x] I like to cook. [ ] I like to sing. [ ] I like to vacuum. [ ] I love learning foreign languages. [ ] I love Michael Jackson. [x] I love my friends. [ ] I love olives. [x] I love rain. [x] I love sleeping. [ ] I love to play computer games. [ ] I love to shop. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I own 100 CDs or more. [ ] I own a home. [ ] I own and use a library card. [ ] I play a musical instrument. [ ] I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream. [ ] I read books for pleasure. [x] I shave my legs. [x] I sleep a lot during the day. [x] I strongly dislike math. [ ] I think Britney Spears is pretty. [x] I think long strings of html code look cool. [ ] I think that Pizza Hut makes the best pizza. [x] I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often. [ ] I was born in a country other than the USA. [ ] I watch more TV this year than last year. [ ] I watch soap operas on a regular basis. [x] I wear contact lenses. [x] I will try anything once. [ ] I work at a job that I enjoy. [ ] I would classify myself as ghetto. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [x] I like orange kool aid. [x] I can name all 7 of the dwarfs from 'Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs'. [ ] I like being at school. [x] I always love wearing sweaters. [ ] I love water polo. [x] I am currently wearing socks. [ ] I am being nostalgic right now. [ ] I hate summer. [x] I am tired. [x] I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt/take pictures I have.... [x] been drunk. [x] smoked a ciggarette. [x] smoked pot. [ ] done ecstasy. [ ] done coke. [ ] done crack. [ ] done heroin. [x] done shrooms. [x] done opium. [x] done PCP. [x] done LSD. [ ] done CCC's. [x] done prescription narcotics for recreational purposes. [x] huffed air-duster. [ ] been to a rave. [x] been to a real party. [x] kissed someone. [x] ridden in a taxi. [ ] jumped a ramp with a bike. [x] been dumped. [x] been used. [x] shoplifted. [x] ran from the cops. [ ] been in a room of your school that you could get suspended for being in [x] been fired. [ ] been kicked out of a movie theater. [x] snuck into a movie. [ ] been in a fight. [ ] got hit by a car. [ ] fired a real gun. [x] snuck out of your parent's house. [ ] been arrested. [x] gone in a mosh pit. [x] stolen something from your school. [ ] celebrated new years in times square. [ ] gone on a blind date. [x] lied to a friend. [ ] had a crush on a teacher. [x] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans. [ ] been to europe. [x] skipped school. [x] thrown up from drinking. [x] played 'clue' [x] had a sleepover party. [x] gone ice skating. [ ] cheated on a bf/gf. [x] been cheated on. [x] had your tonsils out. [x] been exposed to laughing gas. [ ] had a car. [x] driven a car. [ ] Totaled a car. Do you... [x] feel loved. [x] feel lonely. [x] feel happy. [ ] hate yourself. [x] have a dog. [x] have your own room. [x] sing along with your music. [ ] dance around the house in your underwear. [ ] listen to Hawaiian Music. [ ] listen to underground hip hop. [x] listen to rap. [x] listen to classic rock. [x] listen to new rock. [ ] listen to country. [x] listen to reggae. [x] listen to techno. [ ] listen to hardcore punk [ ] listen to pop. [ ] listen to r&b. [ ] listen to jazz. [ ] listen to crooners. [ ] listen to gospel/worship/christian [x] listen to bands that can't be put into a category. [x] have hobbies. [ ] skateboard. [ ] do aggressive inline. [ ] snowboard. [ ] ski. Are you... [x] bored. [ ] happy. [ ] bilingual. [ ] Hawaiian. [ ] blonde [ ] a brunette [x] a redhead [ ] Black hair [ ] Samoan. [ ] Filipino. [ ] Korean. [ ] British. [x] white. [x] Italian [ ] black. [ ] Inuit [ ] Mexican. [ ] Asian. [ ] a Christian [ ] a Muslim [ ] a Jew [ ] a Hindu [ ] a scientologist [ ] an atheist [ ] satanist [x] short. [ ] tall [ ] just right [x] realistic [ ] an emo kid [x]sick [ ] mad [x] lazy. [x] talking to someone. [x] IMing someone. [ ] scared to die. [x] buzzed [x] high [ ] caffeinated [x] sleepy. [ ] annoyed. [x] hungry. [x] thirsty. [ ] on the phone. [x] in your room. [x] drinking something. [x] eating something. [x] ticklish. [x] listening to music.

Wow, I completly forgot I even had this thing still. And then I realized how much shit has gone on since the last time I was on here. The biggest thing is probably this big bitch. Katrina. Maybe you've heard of her? My family, Ryan and I evacuated to Florida to stay with my aunt and uncle. They live in this big ass house but only 3 bedrooms and 1 bathroom were like liveable. So yeah, we had 10 people in a house with 3 rooms and 1 bathroom. It was fucking gay. Ryan's dad came to Florida about 2 weeks after Katrina and they left to go stay at Ryan's sister's house in Washington until December. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to deal with. I've gone from seeing him all day, everyday for like 4 months to not being able to see him at all for like 3 1/2 months. It's fucking killing me and driving me insane. We're still together though. =) My house was fine. My grandparents and aunt and uncle and cousins lived in Chalmette. Yeah, they relocated to Texas. And my other crazy, old, bitch grandma's house got fucked up so she's staying with us until she can go back to her house. She's driving me crazyyyyy. Voodoo got cancelled or something. Like, you could have only gone if you had tickets before. So I'm pissed that I missed it. A bunch of people moved and aren't coming back. And if they are it's not until after Christmas. So yeah, fuck. I got a job at Baskin Robbins. Worked there for 2 weeks. Got fired for having a whipped cream fight and doing whip-its. Whatever, I made $184.13 in 2 weeks, not including tips, which was probably another $100. I got another job at Rouses and I hate it. But, whatever. It's a job and I need money because Christmas is coming up. Sooo yeah. Uhm... What else? Nothing really. I don't think.. Iduno, I'll write more later if I remember. And if I feel like it. Peaceeeeeee.

So we have a little less than a month till school starts again. And that really sucks. I am SO not ready to go back. But I think it might not be that bad. Good ////i'll have money again ////it might not be that bad ////it's my last year of highschool ////we get out at 2:15 ////no p.e. ////last year of stupid highschool drama Bad we have welch again we have david we have greg classes are guna be pretty hard-ish last year of highschool = gotta bust my ass to pass gotta take the ACT gotta start looking at colleges and whatnot So yeah. Iduno, that's just what I could think of. I'm sure there's a few more good things and alot more bad but whatever. I gotta deal with it for one more year, thank god. Florida got re-scheduled or whatever. Now we're going August 6 - 13. And Ryan is still coming. I just gotta come up with $150. Eeeeh.. It's probably guna suck getting the money, but I'm doing it. I'm supposed to be getting like $40 or $50 Friday for selling my books from last year. I can wash my parents' cars for money and I can probably go to work with Maurice a few days and get $50 a day. So it'll work. The thing I'm really worried about right now is getting money for Ryan's birthday. It's Wednesday and all I have is like 15 cents, if that. I guess I can wash cars? Fuck, I don't know but I gotta figure something out. And I still gotta get Emily a birthday present. Blaaah. Do eskimos really kiss with their noses? That's weird. It's like "Oh my god, I love you. Come here, let me rub my boogers in your face to show you exactally how much you mean to me. Then maybe it will turn you on and we can poke fingers and call it sex." That song Swing Life Away really pisses me off for some reason. I don't like it. Nothing else to say, I think. So I'm guna go take a nap cuz I woke up way too early this morning. Goodnight, fuckers.

It's 4:28am and I'm trying to stay awake till 9. Woo... Like 4 1/2 more hours. Yay. My parents are working tomorrow so Ryan's guna come over. And he told me to call him at 9. And if I go to sleep, I won't wake up till like 4 tomorrow afternoon. And that would just fucking suck. So yeah.. Some shit happened today and I'm still kinda blah about it, but at the same time it really doesn't matter because hopefully tomorrow everything will be better. I'm fucking tiredddddddd. This is gay and I wish I could go to sleep. Oh yeah, I'm at Emily's. Yeah, I got tired of sleeping and I somehow figured that Ryan wasn't coming over and I wasn't guna see him tonight so I called Emily. She picked me up and we came back to her house. Around 9:30ish, she went to Sean's but I stayed here because for some reason, I always feel weird when I go over there. So I stayed here and Shelby cut my hair and it looks fucked up. But whatever. Then uhm... Emily came home and went to sleep. So I've been kinda doing nothing all day. And all night. Only difference is tonight I wasn't at my house. I think I might go see who is awake because I'm fucking bored as hell. I might end up updating this beast later just to keep me awake. Peace&stufF. ♥

Wow, I think I forgot about this. I haven't updated in forever. Things have been pretty good. We didn't get to go to Florida because of the hurricane but we're going August 6 - 13. So that's still cool, I think. But today has been pretty fucking gay. I haven't done shit. Woke up at 10ish, went to Hunnington, came home, slept till 4ish and I've just been sitting around the house since then. I wuna see Ryan but I don't know where he is. And his phone doesn't work either so I have no way of getting in touch with him. I need to start working with Maurice again. Ryan's birthday is in like 8 days I think and I need money to get him a present. And I need money for Florida, I need a phone and clothes. Shit. Nothing to do. I guess I'll go back to sleep or something until I find something to do. Blaaah. Later, I guess?

EVERY MOTHER FUCKING TIME I'M HOME, I FIGHT WITH MY MOTHER. AND I FUCKING HATE HER. SHE FLIPS THE FUCK OUT ABOUT EVERY LITTLE MOTHER FUCKING THING AND MAKES THE BIGGEST DEALS ABOUT IT. AND IF I BITCH, I'M GROUNDED. AND THE LONGER I'M HOME, THE LONGER I'M GROUNDED. I NEED TO FUCKING GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS HOUSE. IT DRIVES ME FUCKING CRAZY. I WANT TO SCREAM. & I NEED A FUCKING CIGARETTE. I'VE BEEN SOBER FOR A WEEK. FUCK IT. I NEED TO FUCKING LEAVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

STORY TIME here's whats goin on.. last week, ryan's "friend" called him. she wants him to drive to new jersey with her because she's moving there or something? i don't know the whole story, but i know she wants him to drive up there with her and stuff for 5 or 6 days. and i know that he wants to go. yesterday, i was with emily driving around then we went to sean's. it was cody & michelle, emily & sean and then kristie. so i called ryan to see what he was doing & to see if he wanted to come to sean's. he was drunk at the tree of life with melanie (the chik that he's going to new jersey with). and he asked me if it was okay with me if he went with her and stuff. he could tell i didn't want him to and that i was pissed & whatnot. which i was. kinda alot. and iduno, i was really upset so i called sarah and her and george came and picked me up. later last night, hansli imed me and asked how me and ryan were. so i told him about the whole new jersey thing. hansli said that melanie and ryan went out before he started going out with me. i really am uncomfortable with that. he doesn't know i know that she's his ex yet, but i definetly need to fucking talk to him. after i talked to hansli, i was talking to mike (which felt good cuz i haven't talked to him in so long). we were talking about the whole thing and i really have no idea what to do. i don't know if i should trust mike about ryan because he was right about peter and robbie, or if i should just trust myself and trust ryan anyway. at this point, ryan can pretty much fuck me over. i'm in love with him, there's nothing i can do about it. i'm so scared of losing him. i'm guna talk to him today, hopefully, but i have no idea what to tell him. honestly, i really don't want him to go with her. but i know he wants to and she wants him to. i don't wuna be like "yeah, um.. don't go i don't want you to.." but at the same time i don't wuna be like "okay go i don't care do what you want" cuz... fucking hell. i don't know anymore. i need to talk to him and get shit straightened out. i would have felt a little better if she wasn't his ex, much less right before me, but she is. that'd be like me going somewhere far away with michael or robbie for a week. and i know he wouldn't like that AT ALL. fuck me. blah. what the fuck should i do?

okay, well i guess this is cool. it's like now i have no friends. emily and i rarely talk anymore. same with mike. i don't know why either. i guess lotsa things just changed? iduno. and then sarah, i never talk to her anymore either. she's always on the phone. if i'm there or not, she's always on the phone. so it's impossible to talk to her. and maybe it's just me but iduno.. it doesn't seem like ryan and i are the same anymore either. and that really fucking sucks. iduno if its just me being paranoid or if its true, but i want it to stop. i want everything to go back to how it was a few weeks ago. i just want it to be how it used to. i.miss.it. e v e r y t h i n g

So yeah. I took adderall the past two days. And it made me think. Alot. Especially today since I didn't do shit & I don't remember alot from last night. And it was the kind of thinking that makes you depressed and just fucking sucks. And this is what I came up with. MENTALLY 1. I'm paranoid. 2. I think too much. 3. I think too deep into things. 4. I get too attached to alot of things way too easily. 5. I'm scared of so many things. 6. I'm indecisive. 7. I get freaked out entirely too easy. 8. I'm whiney. 9. I'm inconsiderate. 10. I fuck up alot. 11. I'm scared to lose anything I have left. 12. I'm a bitch. 13. I don't deserve anything I have right now. PHYSICALLY *No need for me to make a list when I could sum it up with one word. Everything. And I also realized that I don't like adderall for this reason. I hate thinking. Fuck.

i found this entry i wrote like last year in one of my old journals. and strangely enough, it's still fucking true. yeah, things went back to normal since then, but now, i really don't think they are. people change. when you think you know everything there is to know about a person, they change. it happens all the time. sometimes, they change and it's a good thing. but usually, its worse than before. i don't understand it. i can't understand it. and i think the worst part about it is that they don't even realize it. so if you say something, they're just guna deny it. either they really don't realize that they've changed completly, or they do it just to piss you off. it's kinda funny though... how just one little thing can totally rearrange a person. and they never go back to the way they were. and that changes everything. from the person, to the people around them, to ...just everything. nothing's ever the same. and i wish it was.... but there's nothing i can do about that except get over it. and the thing is, it happened to fucking fast this time. and i'm not the only person to notice either. but really, what the fuck can i do? that's how it's guna be from now on, fuck it.. whatever. i can't do anything to change that. i just think it's fucked up. the end.

haven't really updated this beast in quite a long time. so i'm guna try to do this. i'm at sarah's. ryan's on his way & we're guna get krunkkkkkkkkk!! again. i think i should stop. but it's just so fun. roaaar! time to drink bye bye

if i were a month, i'd be: november if i were a day of the week i'd be: friday if i were a time of day, i'd be: 4:20am if i were a planet, i'd be: mars if i were a animal, i'd be: penguin if i were a direction, i'd be: up if i were a piece of furniture, i'd be: big comfy bed if i were a historical figure, i'd be: gandhi if i were a liquid, i'd be: lysergic acid diethylamide if i were a tree, i'd be: willow tree if i were a bird, i'd be: penguin if i were a tool, i'd be: monkey wrench if i were a flower/plant, i'd be: marijuana if i were a kind of weather, i'd be: rain if i were a mythical creature, i'd be: a lawn gnome with a pet unicorn named plattapus if i were a musical instrument, i'd be: pots&pans if i were an wild animal, i'd be: kangaroo if i were a color, i'd be: seafoam green if i were an emotion, i'd be: chillen? if i were a vegetable, i'd be: carrot if i were a sound, i'd be: bloop if i were an element, i'd be: water if i were a car, i'd be: VW BUS, nigguh if i were a song, i'd be: lucy in the sky with diamonds - the beatles if i were a movie, i'd be: the wall or almost famous or fear and loathing in las vegas if i were a food, i'd be: sushi if i were a place, i'd be: seattle if i were a material, i'd be: hemp if i were a taste, i'd be: bittersweet if i were a scent, i'd be: mango if i were a word, i'd be: splooge if i were an object, i'd be: bong if i were a body part, i'd be: elbow skin if i were a facial expression, i'd be: the one where it looks like you're thinking about something deep but really you're just starring off into space not thinking at all if i were a subject in school, i'd be: art if i were a cartoon character, i'd be: alice if i were a shape, i'd be a: paisley if i were a number, i'd be: 420 if i were an article of clothing, i'd be: flip flops

so yeah, it's 7:18 in the morning. i woke up and i can't go back to sleep. & i decided to take adderall. so... i guess i'm staying awake? :/ eeeeh. fuck. so last night. yeaaaah. i went with ryan to the lakefront. it would have been fun if i got out the car but there was way too many people for me to do that. blaaaah. we were there for probably a little more than an hour then me, ryan and ben left to go to sean's. then we left to get weed & beer. (beer which i helped pay for and didn't drink any because i didn't feel like drinking anymore ...oh well). i got one hit. and i was blown. that's probably the only good thing i'm getting out of this whole not-smoking thing. then we went back to sean's and there was alot of fuckin people there. it was scary. i sat outside for a long long time tryna find someone to pick me up. couldn't. then ryan and ben came outside because ben wanted to smoke. so ben drove me and ryan to ryan's house and i got another hit on the huey p (which was kinda scary but really cool at the same time). when we got to ryan's we watched family guy and they smoked more. iduno, last night was just... iduno, it was shittyish in the begining but then iduno... it was cool. i was high, i was with ryan, who i think is fucking .....perfect and ben who is like one of the nicest people ever. it was cool. and when we were watching tv at ryan's, i realized that i'm fucking lucky.yeah, really fucking happy too. but now, i'm bored i think. so i might try to go back to sleep. or get coffee if the parentals are awake. peace&stuff

aaaah! i love days like this. rain is aaaah i love it! & i baked cake. =P so yeah. iduno, just felt like updating. nothing else to say. peace&stuff.

i'm sick again. and it kinda sucks a bit. but yesterday was fucking a m a z i n g. nothing i would change about it. i'm so so so so so fucking happy with the past month. everything about it has been perfect. ♥ but yeah, i've been sleeping all day & i think i'm guna go make soup. or eat a popsicle. oh. i must say to that cool dude that keeps leaving comments, i don't think you can get much cooler. seriously, i really don't. how you do it, i don't know. but i think you should stop. i'm starting to get jealous. that is all. so yeah.. peace&stuff ♥

------------------GENERAL INFO------------------ * Name : kristie * Nicknames: krizzle, kri, you, whore, ass, dumbass * School: ecole * Location: kenner / metairie * Colour of eyes: brown * Hair colour: reddishpurpleish with a piece of black from last summer that doesn't seem to want to go away * Shoe Size: 7 / 8 * You live with: madre, padre y hermano ------------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ * Missed school because it was raining: maybe? * Put a body part on fire for amusement: jaah * Thrown someone in the bonfire: um, no? * Been hurt emotionally: mhmm * Kept a secret from everyone: one or two * Cried during a Movie: yes, fox and the hound. shut up, i was like 4 * If so what film: fox and the hound * Ever thought an animated character was hot: doug is sexy. i kid, i kid. * Been onstage: jah * Been sarcastic?: nope. never. not once in my life. ------------------FAVORITES------------------ * Shampoo: iduno, but it smells really good * Soap: mango something? smells good. * Favourite colour/shade: seafoam green, darkish green, regular green, powder blue, brown & pink * Summer/Winter: summer because no school, winter because it's cold. well, as cold as its guna get here, but yeah. * Cartoon Characters: meatwad! * Drink: water & juice * Food: sushi. * Movie: requiem, the wall, almost famous, detriot rock city, garden state, alice in wonderland, half baked, how high, donnie darko * Ice Cream: vanilla bean * Subject: hm.. writing i guess? * Person: emily, ryan, my brother, & daveyyyy * Friends: emily, ryan, davey, mike, jordan, roseann, bizzle, * Respect: hm.. * Crush: the boyfriend. duurrrrrrr. -------------RIGHT NOW------------------ * Wearing: uniform still *What color underwear/boxers: pink & white *Eating: nothing *Thinking: johnny was a schoolboy when he heard his first beatles song "love me do" i think it was and from there it didn't take him long got himself a guitar used to play every night now hes in a rock and roll outfit and everythings alright dontcha knooooow? ---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------ * Cried: no * Why: why what? * Met someone new: no * Cleaned your room: uh.. have you seen my room? * Drove a car: nope. * Been pissed off: very much so. * Why: the mother, being home, exams ---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------ * Yourself: not really * Santa: of course. * Angels: no * Ghost's: ish * Elves: durrrr * Intelligent life in space: way cool to think about. and yeah, i think their existance is kinda inevitable.. * God: not "god", but a superior force. * Satan: no --------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------ * Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: jah. * Do you like anyone?: my boyfriend. * Who have you known the longest of your friends: emily * The loudest: hm... * The shyest: me. not really shy, just kinda quiet. * Who's the weirdest: everyone * Who has seen you cry: emily, sarah, mike, robbie, roseann, maya * When have you cried the most: um.. iduno? * What is the worst feeling in the world: alone, coming down, sober at times, when you're not good enough, when you're not wanted * What is the best feeling in the world: feeling loved, trippin, drunk, high, happy, delerious --------- ABOUT GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT -------- * Boxers or briefs: boxuurz * Long or short hair: long * Six pack or muscular arms: don't matter.. dont much like muskelz * Good or bad guys: hmmm * Hat or No Hat: depends * Tan or fair: depends * Rugged or sporty: grungey * Accent or no accent: depends * Immature or mature: both * Funny or not funny: uuuuuh.. definetly funny. * Cute or sexy: cute ------------ ABOUT GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT ----------- * Regular underwear or thong: * Painted nails or not: * Bra or sports bra: * Cute n' mysterious or wild n' crazy: * Dressy or casual: * Dark or blonde hair: * Dark or light eyes: * Good or bad girl: * Intelligent or average: * Hair up or down: * Jewelry or none: * Curly or straight hair: * Pants or dress: * Tan or fair: * Freckles or none: * Accent or Not: * Shy or outgoing: ------------ FOR EVERYONE TO FILL OUT ------------- * Silver or gold: silver, but prefebaly plastic. durrr * Diamond or pearl: plastic. and rhinestones. * Sunset or sunrise: sunrise. cuz that would mean that you just had an incredible night and still awake watchin the sunrise. * Do you sleep with stuffed animals: jah. laugh if you wish. my penguin smells good. * Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured anything?: sprained, yes. broken / fractured, not that i'm aware of. * Do you have any piercing?: mhmm * If yes, what?: ears for now.. * Rain, sun or snow?: rain. and snow because that is way cool. * How is the weather right now?: iduno, i'm inside. ass. 1). YOUR PORN STAR NAME - (NAME OF FIRST PET + STREET YOU LIVE ON): sassy wade 2). YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME - (GRANDFATHER'S FIRST NAME + FAVORITE SNACK FOOD): joe cake 3). YOUR FASHION DESIGNER NAME - (FIRST WORD YOU SEE ON YOUR LEFT + FAVORITE RESTAURANT): jet-puffed marshmallows saki 4). YOUR FORIEGN NAME - (FAVORITE SPICE GIRL + LAST FORIEGN VACATION SPOT): don'trememberspicegirls neverbeenanywhere"foriegn" 5). YOUR SOCIALITE NAME - (SILLIEST NICKNAME + FIRSTTOWN WHERE YOU PARTIED): krizzle kenner 6). YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME - (FIRST INITIAL + FIRST THREE LETTERS OF YOUR LAST NAME): k kes 7). YOUR DETECTIVE NAME - (FAVORITE ANIMAL + NAME OF HIGH SCHOOL): penguin ecole 8). YOUR BARFLY NAME - (LAST SNACK FOOD YOU ATE + YOUR FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK): noodle pucker 9). YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME - (MIDDLE NAME + STREET WHERE YOU FIRST LIVED): lynn garden 10). YOUR ROCKSTAR NAME - (FAVORITE CANDY + FAVORITE MUSICIAN'S LAST NAME): pixie stick lennon 11). YOUR OPPOSITE SEX NAME - (MASCULINE/FEMININE FORM OF YOUR NAME (opposite of u.. if u are a female then masculine form of ur name..visversa) + HOTTEST CELEBRITY'S LAST NAME): chris morrison 1)using band names or singers spell out your name k - iss r - red hot chili peppers i - incubus s - snoop dogg t - thursday i - incubus (again) e - emery 2) have you ever had a song written about you? not that i know of 3) what songs makes you cry? iduno 4) what song makes you happy? pretty much anything. especially brand new colony 5) what do you like to listen to before bed? whatever plays on my computer 6) height: 5’3 7) hair color: : purpleishreddish 8) eye color: : brown, sometimes greenish 10) piercings: : two in each ear & left cartlege 11) tattoos: : none yet r i g h t n o w 12) what color pants are you wearing? : none, uniform still. 13) what song are you listening to?: intergalatic - beastie boys 14) what taste is in your mouth?: cigarette 15) what's the weather like?: iduno, i'm inside 16) how are you?: obviously really fucking bored. 17) get motion sickness?: not unless i'm hung over really fucking bad... 18) have a bad habit?: i'd say so 19) get along with your parents?: not usually. f a v o r i t e s 20) tv show: don't really watch tv. but uh... i love the 90's. 21) conditioner: orange something? 22) book: go ask alice, because that's like.. all i've read. good book though. 23) non alcoholic drink: water & juice 24)alcoholic drink: absolute mandarin, apple pucker, bicardi raz 25) thing to do on the weekend: whatever happens h a v e y o u 26) broken the law: mhmm 27) ran away from home: until my mom chased me down the street with a dustpan, screaming at me.. yeah 28) snuck out of the house: to smoke a cigarette, yeah. 29) ever gone skinny dipping: no 30) made a prank phone call: think so 31) ever tipped over a porta potty: i assisted in doing so. 32) used your parents' credit card before: jah 33) skipped school before: yeah.. 34) fell asleep in the shower/bath: not that i know of 35) been in a school play: nurpe. l o v e 36) boyfriend/girlfriend: jaaaah =) 37) sexuality: straight 38) children: duno 39) current crush: ryaaaan 40) been in love: jah 41) had a hard time getting over someone: i'd say so 42) been hurt: much. 43) your greatest regret: alot. 44) gone out with someone you only knew for three days: yeah r a n d o m 45) do you have a job: no. 46) your cd player has in it right now: bob marley, chili peppers, transistor, styx, & hendrix 47) if you were a crayon what color would you be?: seafoam green 48) what makes you happy: friends, music, pot, acid, shrooms, alcohol 49) what's the next cd you're gonna get: iduno w h e n / w h a t w a s t h e l a s t 50) time you cried: iduno, i think its been a while 51) you got a real letter?: i got a card like 2 months ago, does that count? 52) you got e-mail: duno, never check it.. 53) thing you purchased: cigarettes 54) tv program you watched: something on comedy central 55) movie you saw in the theater: amityville horror y o u r t h o u g h t s o n 56) abortion: depends on the situation 57) teenage smoking: i know its bad, i tried to quit, i can't. but i guess really theres no reason to start. 58) spice girls: wtf? 59) dreams: they're cool if they're good. but they suck when you have to wake up. Thirteen random things you like: 01. music 02. friends 03. pot 04. acid 05. shrooms 06. alcohol 07. my boyfriend 08. my slippers 09. water 10. food 11. penguins 12. spending money 13. rain Twelve movies you like: 01. donnie darko 02. the wall 03. almost famous 04. detriot rock city 05. alice in wonderland 06. how high 07. half baked 08. hendrix dvds 09. garden state 10. 311 dvds Eleven things in your room: 01. computer 02. bed 03. pictures 04. posters 05. water 06. juice 07. mirror 08. 3 lawn gnomes 09. guitar 10. chair 11. clothes Ten things about you: 01. i'm wearing glasses right now & i look like a maaaaaaan 02. i'm kinda stupid 03. i have a.d.d. 04. i was supposed to be born in the late 50's so i could live through the 60's & 70's. 05. i love beastie boys 06. i like penguins alot 07. i have 3 lawn gnomes in my room 08. not sure if i'm going to college 09. i need to move to portland, cali, or seattle 10. i like raspberry water. Nine Close Friends: 01. emily 02. ryan 03. mike 04. sarah 05. jordan 06. davey =( 07. robbie 08. scott 09. wes-silly Eight favorite foods/drinks: 01. cake 02. water 03. pepsi 04. mangos 05. sushi 06. soft taco from taco bell 07. oranges 08. cotton candy Seven things you wear daily: 01. contacts 02. undiessss 03. bra 04. t - shirt 05. jeans 06. flipflops 07. jewlery Six things that annoy you: 01. fake people 02. obnoxious people 03. when people decide to cover awesome songs that don't deserve to be covered *COUGH.KORN.ANOTHER.BRICK.IN.THE.WALL.&.A.PERFECT.CIRCLE.IMAGINE.COUGH* 04. my mother 05. being at my house 06. school Five things you touch everyday: 01. computer 02. hair 03. necklases 04. soap 05. cigarettes Three celebrities you have a crush on: 01. jake jillenhal (sp) 02. bam margera 03. nick hexum Two people you'd like to kiss: 01. my boyfriend... duuuuuurrr! 02. jim morrison (if he was still alive, of course) One person you could spend the rest of your life with: 01. uuuuh... iduno. i'm 17. i have a long long time to find out. i hope... I n f o r m a t i o n 1. name: kristie 2. single or taken: taken 3. sex: i'm a she 4. birthday: jan. 30 6. siblings: little brother (who by the way is way fucking cooler than you'll ever be) 7. hair color: purpleishreddish 8. eye color: brown, sometimes greenish 9. shoe size: 7, 7 1/2, 8 10. height: 5'3 r e l a t i o n s h i p s 1. who are your best friends?: emily 2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: i believe this has already been answered, but yes. f a s h i o n | s t u f f 1. where is your favorite place to shop: the mushroom 2. any tattoos or piercings: cartilage in my left ear and two holes in each s p e c i f i c s 1. do you do drugs?: jah, mon. 2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: orange something 3. what are you most scared of?: being alone, getting hurt again, birds, spiders, not being able to hear, waking up one day and finding out everything is gone or fake 5. who is the last person that called you?: ryan 6. where do you want to get married?: iduno, somewhere cool. rainforest. 7. how many buddies are online right now?: 36 8. what would you change about yourself?: lose weight h a v e | y o u | e v e r 1. given anyone a bath?: uuuh.. no. 2. smoked?: nope, never. nothing. 3. bungee jumped?: no, kinda want to 4. made yourself throw up?: yeah 5. skinny dipped?: people would want to kill themselves, i promise. 6: ever been in love?: yes... 7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? yup 8. pictured your crush naked?: iduno, have i? 9. actually seen your crush naked?: in pieces, yes. but not all at the same time 10. cried when someone died?: not really. don't know anyone i was like.. close to that died. 11. lied: nope, never. not once. 12. fallen for your best friend?: no 13. been rejected?: much 14. rejected someone?: once or twice 15. used someone?: dont think so 16. done something you regret?: lots l a s t | p e r s o n you touched: my brother maybe? hugged: ryan you IMed: sarah you yelled at: my mom you kissed: ryan a r e | y o u understanding: i'd like to think so open-minded: jaaah arrogant: have no reason to be insecure: very interesting: not really random: at times.. hungry: nope, that's why i love adderall =) smart: no hard working: when i take adderall, yes. otherwise, i end up procrastinating like a mother fuck. organized: noooo healthy: nope shy: at times difficult: i can be attractive: uh, have you seen me? helllllll no. bored easily: kinda, but i'm also easily amused, so it works. messy: very much so responsible: not really obsessed: with what? angry: now, no. depressed: nope. hyper: can be. w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a kill: nobody right now... oh yeah. i lied. my mother. slap: myself? iduno. get really wasted with: whoever wants to get really wasted with me look like: not myself talk to offline: whoever wants to.. talk to online: just don't annoy me... r a n d o m in the morning i am: pissed off all i need is: friends, music, drugs, love love is: amazing. until it ends... i dream about: random shit o p p o s i t e | s e x last person you slow danced with: um, don't dance. worst question to ask: how much do you weigh makes you laugh the most: ryaaan. & davey too. makes you smile: ryan d o | y o u | e v e r sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to im you?: noo.. save conversations: if i feel the need to.. wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: they can piss so easily. wish you were younger: wish i was a kid and didn't have to worry about anything, yes. younger like.. 12, fuck no. cried because someone said something to you?: when i cared N u m b e r of times i have had my heart broken: 978263586 of hearts i have broken: none of guys ive kissed: hm..12 or 13 maybe? of girls ive kissed: 0 of continents i have lived in: 1 of tight friends: 2 maybe 3? 4? iduno? of cds i own: lots of scars on my body: lots F i n a l | q u e s t i o n s 1. do you like fillings these out?: no, but it keeps me entertained for a while... 2. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: adderall 3. who would you love being locked in a room with? ryaaaan 4. could you live without your computer? eeeh... maybe. 5. would you color your hair? jah 6. could you ever get off the computer? mhmm.. 7. habla espanol? si senor. 8. drink alcohol? mhmmmm 15 Random Favorites 1. friends 2. music 3. drugs 4. my bed 5. penguins 6. monkeys 7. lawn gnomes 8. plastic jewlery 9. the beatles 10. long long car rides 11. sleep 12. concerts 13. staying up all night 14. art 15. jeans 14 Favorite Foods 1. sushi 2. noodles 3. spinach & artichoke dip 4. cheetos 5. pancakes 6. waffles 7. mangos 8. oranges 9. pineapple 10. pears 11. peaches 12. carrots 13. grapes 14. teddy grahms 13 Good Bands In Your Opinion 1. the beatles 2. the doors 3. the postal service 4. pink floyd 5. 311 6. jupiter sunrise 7. kottonmouth kings 8. incubus 9. jimi hendrix 10. beastie boys 11. bob marley 12. cypress hill 13. the mars volta 12 Most Watched T.V. Shows 1. i love the 90's 2. simpsons 3. aqua teen 4. i 5. really 6. don't 7. watch 8. tv 9. that 10. much 11. so 12. iduno 11 Great Memories 1. being a kid 2. first time i dropped acid 3. first time i smoked 4. trips to florida 5. stupid shit i used to do 6. when my brother was born 7. when i worked & madhat was manager 8. 311 concert 9. incubus concert 10. aaaaaah the inflatable chair!! 11. daveyyyyy 10 Things You're Looking Forward To 1. graduating highschool 2. exams ending 3. moving 4. finishing this 5. summer 6. my 18th b - day 7. smoking again 8. trippin again 9. this weekend 08 Things You Wear Daily 1. jeans 2. undiesssss 3. jewlery 4. t - shirt 5. flip flops 6. bra 7. contacts 8. rubber band 07 Things That Annoy You 1. fake people 2. liars 3. assholes 4. obnoxious ignorant fucks 5. my family 6. girls 7. myself 06 Things You Touch Every Day 1. my hair 2. computer 3. toothbrush 4. my phone 5. water bottle 6. purse 05 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over 1. donnie darko 2. almost famous 3. alice in wonderland 4. half baked 5. how high 04 Of Your Favorite Toys When You Were Little 1. glow worm 2. my boom box 3. my stuffed bunny 4. colors + walls / paper 03 Things You Cant Live Without 1. my friends 2. music 3. uh.. phone? 02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment 1. the postal service - such great heights 2. the beatles - a day in the life 01 person you'd Spend the Rest of Your Life With 1. duno yetttttt [[ Name ]] - kristie [[ Nicknames]] - kri, krizzle, ass [[ Astrological sign ]] - aqurius [[ Chinese zodiac sign ]] - uuuuuh... duno [[ Location ]] - kenner / metairie [[ Current Haircolor ]] - purpleishreddish [[ Eyecolor ]] - brown, sometimes greenish [[ Parents still together ]] - real parents, no. mom remarried [[ Siblings ]] - little brother [[ Pets ]] - dog, cat, bird [[ In school/graduated ]] - senior in 3 days.. hopefully. [[ What do you do for work ]] - nothing [[ What do you drive ]] - nothing [[ Black/White/Color ]] - depends [[ Black/White ]] - depends [[ Red/Blue ]] - blue. powder blue. [[ Dogs/Cats ]] - penguins [[ Roses/Daisies ]] - daisies [[ Beer/Liquor ]] - liquor [[ Hair: Short/Long ]] - long [[ Hair: Natural/Dye ]] - hmmm [[ Boots/Shoes ]] - flip flops [[ Food: Mexican/Italian ]] - japanese [[ Dark/Light ]] - dark [[ Day/Night ]] - night [[ City/Country ]] - forest [[ Sub/Dom ]] - huh [[ Color ]] - seafoam green, powder blue, brown, pink [[ Animal ]] - penguin [[ Vehicle ]] - vw bus. powder blue / seafoam green / painted random colors. or a old pimped out caddy. fuh shooo nigguh! [[ Beer ]] - eeeew [[ Soda ]] - pepsi [[ Food ]] - sushi [[ Book ]] - go ask alice [[ Band ]] - way too fucking many [[ CD ]] - way too fucking many [[ Song ]] - way too fucking many [[ Movie ]] - blaaah. still way too many [[ Extracurricular Activity ]] - uh, nothing. [[ Color your hair ]] - jah [[ Have tattoos ]] - not yet. [[ Piercings ]] - one cartilage in my left ear and two other holes in each ear [[ Brands ]] - matter it does not [[ Stolen anything ]] - i'm sorry [[ Smoke ]] - yes [[ Pot ]] - my lovuur! [[ Drink ]] - jah [[ Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name ]] - probably [[ Been so drunk you didn't care that you couldn't remember your name ]] - jah [[ Posed for nude pics ]] - ewwww [[ Considered a life of crime ]] - fuh shizzle g, you kno how we do. [[ Considered being a hooker ]] - considered? pshhh... i am a hooker. [[ Are you psycho ]] - RAWRRRRR [[ Split personalities ]] - not that i'm aware of.. [[ Obsessive ]] - depends [[ Compulsive ]] - hmm [[ Panic ]] - nope [[ Anxiety ]] - at times [[ Depressed ]] - can be [[ Suicidal ]] - not really ever. [[ Homicidal ]] - uh, no. [[ Genocidal ]] - nauh [[ Obsessed with hate ]] - nooooooo. [[ Mutilate animals ]] - =( that's fucked up [[ Idolize infamous - criminals ]] - c-murduuh. oooh yah [[ Kissed someone: ]] - jah [[ Gone down on someone: ] - maybe... [[ Been in love: ]] - jah [[ Been so drunk you blacked out: ]] - like, alot. [[ Kept a secret from everyone: ]] - one or two. [[ Set a body part on fire: ]] - mhmm [[ Had an imaginary friend: ]] - mister smythe. [[ Called or seen a psychic: ]] - nope [[ Ever cried at a chick flick: ]] - nope [[ Had a crush on a teacher: ]] - noooo [[ Found a cartoon character attractive: ]] - carl is sexy. rawr. no. meatwad. yeah [[ Prank called someone: ]] - yah [[ Eaten a whole box of cookies and thought you were fat after: ]] - i eat anything and think i'm fat after. [[ Been on stage: ]] - jah [[ Gotten in a car accident: ]] - hmm.. nauh [[ Wear eye shadow: ]] - not usually [[ Have a dog: ]] - jah. and she naturally produces speed. [[ Want a tattoo and where: ]] - star on my hand, lennon somewhere, and woodstock from snoopy with 1969 under it or something [[ Have any regrets: ]] - jah [[ Have any fetishes: ]] - uuh.. not that i know of.. [[ Crush: ]] - boyfriend. [[ Do you have a best friend: ]] - jah [[ Who do you go to for advice: ]] - friends [[ Who knows all your secrets?: ]] - me [[ Who do you cry with: ]] - whoever happens to be there [[ God/Devil: ]] - no and no [[ Yourself: ]] - ew. [[ Your friends: ]] - love them. [[ Aliens: ]] - way cool [[ Love: ]] - is great until it ends Favorite: drink? juice & water soup? emily's mom's chicken noodle soup is fucking awesome color? seafoam green, powder blue animal? penguin instrument? drums, guitar song? many band? many movie? many tv show? athf video game? 007 or old school nintendo. season? winter holiday? 4/20 grocery store? sarah's kitchen restaurant? saki cafe "saved by the bell" episode? whoaaa best friend? emily role model? hi kids, do you like violence? wuna see me stick nine-inch-nails through each one of my eyelids? favorite character on "full house"? jesse where do you go when you want to... have a good time? anywhere. just not my house pick up guys? um, never done that... get your dance on? all them cool clubs on burboun. durrrrr. isn't that where all the cool kids go? yeah, i don't dance. or go to clubs. or burbon buy cds/tapes/records/8-tracks? mushroooom shop for clothes? whereever. shirts - hot topic (because that's all they're good foor. shirts & earrings). jeans - buckle be alone? my room chill out and relax? anywhere do you prefer... hamburgers or hotdogs? neither chocolate or vanilla? vanilla showers or baths? showers night or day? night fruits or vegetables? fruits long hair or short hair? depends money or presents? money snoop dogg or dr. dre? what? don't do that to me. snoop & dre. fuh sho! can't tear them apart. ass! cinderella or snow white? snow white chicken or beef? neither checkers or chess? checkers i guess? do you... know any jokes? not really believe in ghosts? kinda have any ghost stories? jah play any instruments? i forgot have a boyfriend or girlfriend? yah believe in love at first site? i think that you can like someone when you first see them, and it can turn into love. but not like hey whoa i love you. have any pets? cat, dog, bird have a crush on any celebrities? jake gillenhal (sp) have big plans for the future? move to portland, seattle, or cali. maybe join the peace corps, but probably not believe in God? no believe in Satan? no have any reoccurring dreams? kinda, but it changes a little every time think O.J. did it? does it matter? do you ever... want to be someone else? i wuna look different wish you could fly? fuck yeah eat sushi? yeah talk to yourself? yeah.. exercise? no. i should but i don't. have you ever... got in a fight? no broken a bone? no drank so much you threw up? jaah had a crush on a teacher? nooo french kissed? jah been in love? jah wrote a song? nope laughed so hard you peed your pants? nope cheated on a test? jah been to a different country? not yet been arrested? not yet won a contest? doubt it cheated on a boyfriend? nope met someone from the internet in person? jah. had braces? yeah played spin the bottle? no [Born on] jan. 30 [Do you like Harry potter?] FAAAG [Good student?] if i tried [Eyes] brown, sometimes green [Hair] purpleishreddish [Shoe size] 7, 7 1/2, 8 Last time you... [Had a nightmare] comin down from the first time i tripped [Dyed your hair] 3 weeks ago? [Washed your hair] like 2:30 this morning [Checked your e-mail] long long time [Cried] a while ago [called] like 20 minutes ago? [Smiled] probably yesterday... [Laughed] yesterday Do You [Smoke?] jah [Do drugs?] jah [Drink?] jah [Have sex?] nope [Sleep with stuffed animals] my penguin. jimi. he smells like ryan. ryan smells good. [Have a boyfriend/girlfriend] yeaaaah [Have a dream that keeps coming back] ish [Play an instrument] nope, not anymore [Remember your first love] yeah [Read the newspaper] nope. [Consider love a mistake] sometimes [Like the taste of alcohol] not really [Have any secrets] of course [Have any pets] dog, cat, bird [Wear hats] only my cookie monster hat. [piercings] 2 holes in each ear and one on the cartilage [Ink] 8 months till i'm 18. [Hate yourself] for the most part, yes. [Have an obsession] mhmm [Have a secret crush] not secret [Have a best friend] yeah [Like your handwriting] nope [Have any bad habits] jah [Care about looks] yeah, just don't do much about it because it doesn't help [Boy/girlfriend's looks] nope [Believe in witches] wiccan? yes. current: Dress: uniform Mood: bored Make-up: nada Music: better than ezra - good Taste: nothing Annoyance: girls, parentals Smell: incense Thing I Ought to be doing: studying for my chemistry exam Fingernail Color: greenish. kinda looks like a mermaid Refreshment: nada Worry: summer school Last Person: You Talked to: the boyfriend You Hugged: the boyfriend You Instant messaged: sarah You Yelled At: the mother You Had A Crush On: the boyfriend Who Broke Your Heart: peter or robbie You Kissed: the boyfriend Favorite: Food: sushi Color: seafoam green, powder blue CD: duno Shoes: green flip flops that i live in Celebrity: iduno Fruit: mango Cartoon: athf Who do u want to [ Kill ] ignorant fucks [ Slap ] don't piss me off [ Tickle ] wtf? [ Talk To ] ryan [ Kiss ] ryan __Your Life_______ [x] they call me: kristie [x] sex: she [x] my first breath of air: jan. 30 [x] status: takennnn [x] occupation: student [x] best friend(s): people _______Rewind_______ [x] most memorable memory: hm... lots [x] worst?: when my mom found my pot [x] first word uttered: wtf? iduno [x] first best friend ever!?: emily _______Love?_______ [x] love is: great [x] first love: blah [x] love or lust?: love [x] best love song: the postal service - brand new colony [x] when love hurts, you: iduno. i might cry, i might toke up, i might drink.. whatever [x] true or false: all you need is love: hm. okay. this is what i think. you need music, friends, love, and drugs. since that's the beatles, that's love because i love them. the beatles = music + love + drugs + friends so i guess it could work? iduno, made sense in my head [x] is there such thing as love @ first sight? i don't think so, but there could be. ______Opposite Sex_______ [x] turn ons: smile, personality, eyes [x] do your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: no. fuck them. [x] what kinda hair style?: long [x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: just be there for me. [x] where do you go to meet new people?: i don't go out with the intention of "oh yeah dude tonight i'm guna meet people! wooo!" if it happens, it happens. whatever. [x] are you the type of person to HOLLER and get peoples numbers?: oh yes. very much so. i lied. _______Picky Picky_______ [x] dog or cat: penguin [x] short or long hair: long [x] sunshine or rain: rain [x] moon or sun: moon [x] hugs or kisses: both [x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend [x] summer or winter: winter [x] written letters or e-mails: written letters, considering i don't check e-mails [x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo. definetly [x] car or motorcycle: vw bus. [x] house party or club: house party [x] sing or dance: sing, dance & accin a foo! [x] freak or slow dance: neither _______Lately_______ [x] how are you today? bored [x] what pants are you wearing right now? uniform [x] What shirt are you wearing right now? less than jake [x] what does your hair look like at the moment? messy pony tail [x] what song are u listening to right now? bob dylan - all along the watchover [x] how is the weather right now? insideeeeee [x] last person you talked to on the phone? ryan [x] last dream you can remember? i had pockets full of weed. [x] who are you talking to right now? sarah and kelli [x] what time is it? 1:03 _______More About YOU!_______ [x] if u were a crayon, what color would you be? seafoam green [x] have you ever almost died? jah [x] what's the next CD you are going to buy? don't knowwwww [x] what's the best advice ever given to you? here, smoke this. [x] have u ever won any special award? maybe.. [x]what's the stupidest thing u have ever done? waaaaay too many [x] how many kids do you want to have? duno [x] shampoo? orange something [x] what are you most scared of? being alone, waking up one day & finding out everything i love is gone or fake, birds, spiders [x] how many TV's do you have in your house? 2 [x] do you have your own TV? yeah [x] have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? sprained [x] who do you dream about? iduno.. whatever [x] who do you tell your dreams to? whoever wants to listen [x] who's the loudest friend you have? duno [x] who's the quietest friend? me? [x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop? 882319849060128475 Current Favorites Color: seafoam green & powder blue Number: 420 Band: too many CD: too many Song: too many TV Show: nuthin Movie: the wall Cereal: cinnamon toast crunch Candy: chewy spree? Drink: water, juice, pepsi Pizza: papa johns Sub: iduno Ice Cream: vanilla bean Store: the mushroom Shoes: flip flops Jeans: buckle Day: friday & saturday Month: november - march Season: winter Holiday: 4/20 Book: go ask alice School Subject: writing i guess? Mall: lakeside Scent: guy. especially ryan. Sport: does it look like i like sports? Cartoon Character: meatwad Restaurant: saki cafe Last person you Hugged: ryan Kissed: ryan Talked to on the phone: my mom Danced with: don't dance Spent the Day with: ryan Spent the Day with:(opposite sex): ryan Went to a movie with: sarah i think? Went to dinner with: parents, grandparents & brother Laughed with: iduno Cried with: me Did something illegal with: ryan Age of first kiss: 12 or 13. maybe 11? iduno First person you kissed: blake. eeew Where your first kiss took place: dont remember Last person you kissed: ryan Where your last kiss took place: ryan's car Number of people you've kissed: 13 or something? 14? 15? Most romantic place you've kissed someone: hm... 311 concert Least romantic place you've kissed someone: canal Best kiss ever: duno Have you ever Flown in an airplane: yah Rode on a firetruck: jaah Traveled to a foreign country: not yet Been in a fight: nope Been to a concert: yep Stolen anything: christ! i'm sorrry! Had your heart broken: mhmm Broken someone's heart: doubt it Had sex: nope Gone to band camp: the parentals made me. and i still hate them for it Written a poem for someone you love: no.. Laughed til you pissed your pants: nope Smoked: jaaah i'd say so Gotten drunk: somethin like that Failed a grade: no Broken a bone: nope Had stitches: yes, in my toe Spun in circles until you got dizzy and fell down: mhmmm Drooled on yourself: maybe? Skipped school: jah Current Date: may 17 2005 Time: 2:23 Location: my room Clothing: uniform Mood: iduno, happyish? Thoughts: i'm bout to eat sushiiiii!!!!!

mwahahahaha. don't know why i did that. another weird mood. hmmm..... wonder why. hint: starts with a R and ends with YAN. i must say, this weekend was pretty fuckin cool. fuck vitamin c, but it was still way cool. and i had much fun. school is over. exams this week. then summer school!!! wooo fucking awesome. blah. ♥♥♥♥ ....just because i'm a big big loser. duurrrrr. lets make a bet. i can smile bigger than you. i win. gimme a dollar.

uncalm, uncalm, uncalm listen to the drummer, just listen to the strings listen to the dj just rappin and things once i get a message from you, i get all edgy my minds racing but you know i'm not ready, uh, i say for you, baby all our dreams trickle through we are back in your teenage bedroom salvador dali honeymoon, for you it's like you and me on plymouth rock embarking on a journey that i never thought would happen to me so effortlessly sparks flying, your laughter is a symphony spring, what a little moonlight can do soon the summer sun is on you all the while we don't hear the news or feel blue on the scales of desire your absence weighs more than someone else's presence i wanna kiss reason goodbye today i wanna show it's purple essence on your lips baby it'll fade away return your natural iridescence on the scales of desire your absence weighs more than someone else's presence you make me feel uncalm and i think i like it make me think of a song that i could not write yet melodies create themselves, i'm just a conduit you make my heart accelerate and i'm on to it for you baby there's so much that i will do to be near the sweetness on you funny everything seems so new when with you on the scales of desire your absence weighs more than someone else's presence i wanna kiss reason goodbye today i wanna show it's purple essence on your lips baby it'll fade away return your natural iridescence on the scales of desire your absence weighs more than someone else's presence uncalm, uncalm, uncalm =D soy muy contento. muy. ($%^*__GraCiaS SenOr@(!%=__