I need something. I just don't know what it is yet. I might have an idea... But not sure. Perhaps a hug and someone to assure me that everything will be okay, and mean it? It helped last time. Although nobody said everything was going to be okay. But I guess nobody can promise that because everything is never okay. And that definatly sucks a bunch. But I guess that's the way shit is and its never guna change. So it's pretty pointless to bitch about it and whatnot if its stuck like this forever. Yeah. Thats all I have to say.