don't know why, but for some reason i'm wearing my retainer and it hurts REALLY bad. hah oh yeah. you should congradulate me. i didn't smoke today! *tear* anyway.... yeah. yesterday i was thinking how long its been since i've changed. i haven't changed since like... 7th or 8th grade. that's sad. i'm still wearing jeans & band t-shirts. my hair is a different color, but its still fucked up and undistinguishable. i'm sick of being the same, but i have no problem with it. iduno its really weird. and yes. kristie has officially been single for 11 months and 3 days now. lovely. and today is valentines day. goddamn do i feel loved. i'm not digging this. and i'm also not digging the fact that i missed jupiter sunrise AND hawthorne heights. SUPER GAY! iduno. kinda....not too good right now. will sleep help? possibly. good night. *for everyone who has a valentine, happy valentines day. ♥ and i'm out.