I need a map of your head translated into english so I could learn to not make you frown.. Where's the genius, Bryant, when you need to talk to him? He's smart. He can tell me what to do. I'm thinking about giving up. But I'm not ready to. I know I probably should, but I'm scared. And I don't know why, because it's not like there's anything there to begin with, but still. Its just the fact that there was at one point. Iduno. Speaking of weird and random... Nik called me last night. It was super gay. He was wasted and he was pissing me off. He kept telling me how much he hated me and the only reason he was talking to me was because he was superwasted and he wouldn't remember any of it in the morning. He just called me back a little while ago. And he asked me if there was any chance we could go out. Um.. What the fuck? I stopped talking to him last time because he wouldn't stop calling me and he always wanted to hang out. So I would always have to lie and say I was punished or at my grandma's or something. And I'm not dealing with that shit again. Hm.. I gotta memorize the Gettysburg Address by first period tomorrow morning. It sucks. Its worth like, 100 points. And I need to start learning that shit, because it's for literature and thats the class I'm failing. Fucking hell. So I might go do that until I find something better to do, or fall asleep. Or just get distracted. I still need to take a shower at some point tonight too. There isn't enough time in one day. I lied. There is. I just waste too much of it procrastinating. Yeah.. Bye.