today was awesome. found out my grades. they kick serious ass. 35 in chemistry, 52.8 in history, 46 in writing, 90-something in keyboarding. and that's all i know so far. there is no way in hell i can bring that shit up in 5 weeks. i want to fucking drop out. can't, but i just don't feel like wasting my time. it's pointless. doubt i'm going to college, don't much feel like spending my summer in summerschool, can't stand like.. more than half the people at school, iduno i'm just so over everything right now. it's like.. all i have is friends and music. which i guess is all i need, but still. and my parents made me go to some learning place? huntington or something? sat there for 3 1/2 hours taking tests and shit. i don't even know what to say or think anymore. i lied. i have 1 thing to say. this weekend better fucking kick ass because this week has been S H I T and i want it to end. saldkjglsdjglaksjdglojasdfg the brave little toaster told me he wants to electricute you. but i think he meant me.