Iduno, but I found this interesting. I was just in the kitchen taking my medicine and I saw a check. I looked at it and it was from Glenn Kessling, my dad. For $200. Child support. Which is the first weird part because my mom told me I didn't get it anymore. Wonder whats up with that..? Fucking bitch better not be doing what she used to do with my child support checks. Anyway... Yeah. Then I looked at the date. Jan. 26, 2005. 4 days before my birthday. I wonder if he remembers it. Probably not, but just a thought. And I thought more about my plan to go show up at his house and see if he remembers, which I know he won't. How could he? The last time he saw me was when I was 2. It really pisses me off though that I'm like.... Not allowed to know who he is, meet him, or know anything about him besides all the bad shit my mom tells me. Naturally, she's guna make him sound bad, or at least worse than he is because she hates him. But I mean, fuck. I just wuna fucking know for myself. If there's a legitimate reason she's keeping me from knowing about him and knowing who he is, than she needs to tell me the reason and let me decide for myself. But seriously, is it wrong for me to want to know about him and whatnot? He sends me $200 every month, although I never see it, I want to know! One day, I will show up at his house and be like, "Hi daddy. Where have you been? How are you doing?" I just wuna see if he knows I still exist. Well, I guess he has to if he sends money every month, but ....Ah! This shit pisses me off so fucking much! aslkdjf8uqw3j;fks;cm/