Blaaah. There's nothing there. Its only coming from me. I think if I want it bad enough, it will like, magically happen. But it won't. Because I'm holding on to something that I want to exsit. Unfortunatly, it only exists in my head. Its kinda like having an imaginary friend when you're a kid. You know its imaginary, but you think if you believe its real long enough, it will be. It doesn't work like that. And I know that. I wish it did though. But.. Why would it? Becuase it would make everyone happy. But uh, that's not guna happen. At least not any time soon. Which really sucks. Alot of things really suck right now. School, parentals, some people. Iduno. I just can't really be happy lately. And that also sucks. But there's nothing I can do about that. Its not in my control anymore. I miss last year. So much. :( Blink and you miss a beat Keep one of your eyes open at all times Think that you're on the brink? The shit hasn't even begun to hit the fan Consequence you'll see will be stranger than a gang of drunken mimes Situation has a stink Better clear the air before your son becomes a man Blink. Everything's been augmented You've been left so far behind Think, for sure, next time you should wear a pair of eyes in the back of your head Consequence you've seen has been stranger than sci-fi of any kind Situation baffles me I guess it's true you too are one of the walking dead You better think fast! Cause' you never know what's comin' around the bend You better not blink! For Consequence is a bigger word than you think It's bigger than you or me ...Later