He made me feel special for the first time.

Of course there was Jonah and farmer byo who geuinely cared about me... but those seemed incomparable to the way R hit me.

He freaked me out at first. Literally. I couldnt believe i had made an impression on someone they way he was responding to me. It blew my mind.

HE blew my mind.

and just as fast as he came he was gone. I cried about it... me.. I cried.

at the end of the day. He lured me in and I sunk.