before i met jason i was with a guy who i though was the world to me. u could ask anyone. i did not realize what he was doing to me physically and emotionally. jason helped me to understand that i was a person who had true feelings. he helped me see what was the bad parts in my relationship with rob. it seems even when the times get bad we dont argue. he jsut holds me and says everything is going to be ok. that is y i love him so much i think. i have never felt like this with anyone. when me and rob fought it usually ended with one of us saying somthing that we really did not want to say. or with one of us thrwing something at the other one. what kind of a relationship is that. i am so happy that jason is in my life. i really feel like my grandmother sent him to me. i am guessin she saw how unhappy i was in my life and now i am happy again. that is all she really wanted for me in my life. i feel that i am truly happy. hey soon i will be a navy wife. that is something i never thought i would say. when i look at jason i see someone i can spend my whole life with. i miss him when he is gone, and i cherish every second i get to spend with him. when he leaves for boot camp i will go crazy. jason if u read this i love you with all my heart and soul.