scared

by jasonsgirl
well today i have to have sugary i am getting really scared. i dont want it but i have to. they say that it will help. i really hope that it is not a waste of my time and money. who knows. i have had jason here with me the whole time and he will be here to take care of me while i am recovering. today i had to bring something up to his attention. everytiem i go to take his had he would pull it back from me.... when i told him this he said that he did not realise that he was doing that. i belive him but still it made me think that he did not want me. i really love him and i really hope that he is the one for me. only time will tell.
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Hey goober, I was glad to see your message and know you made it through alright. I hope the surgery helped, I hope you start feeling normal again...wait, what am I thinking?! You, normal?! Ha! ;) Love you goober, Dawn-Dawn
[Anonymous]
I hope your surgery goes well, and I guess you're really in love with that Jason guy, huh? Good luck with that.

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I want to apologize for being so childish tonight. A kiss may mean everything in the world to you. I don't know that feeling for being so young every kiss to me is the same. goodluck in life. And remember to smile and be happy.
I've never known you to back down before. Don't let some inconsiderate little teeny-bopper push you around. Remember, this diary is for you to vent and receive any advice you may need. If someone like that leaves ugly comments, delete what they said and wait for something positive. This is for YOU, not them. Don't censor yourself; your thoughts and feelings are too important for that.
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