tonight while talking ot my best friend and listing to music i asked her this .... when u hear the song my best friend who do u think of ? i don't know..... agg who do u think? i know this is silly but kevin aww but that is not right y cant i get him out of my head still ? : unrequited love. : what does that mean ? : you loved him with everything you had, and you guys didn't get any closure. you're still subconsciously wondering what might have been.... : that is true.... this made me think that i have never found closure with kevin. i did love him with everything i had. we seemed to fit so well. we had been best firends for so long before we got together that the day we broke up it was like ok what now? we agreed that we would still see each other when i came home. we talked about that when he had finished his senior year we would look at things and see where we stood. by the time he graduated a year later i was already engaged to someone else. but i was still in love with kevin. i did not know what to do. we talked about it again and everytime i came home he asked me when i was going to leave robert and come back to him. maybe i should have listned to him. i jsut did not know what i was thinkin at the time. i dont know how to go about getting closure with him. i still think to this day what would have happened if i had left robert and started seeing him again. i dont know. would i have been happy with that decision or not? i jsut dont understand y i still have these feelings even though i am happy with jason. i love jason to death but i ceatch my self wondering what would have happened??????? it is driving me nuts.