today at 6:30 this morning my last living grandmother passed away. it was a long road for her and she suffered a great deal in the end. so i guess in a way it was a blessing that she has now passed on. her suffering has ended and she is with her family who has been waiting for her for years. it will jsut be a hard thing for me. i watched her suffer for weeks. the last thing she said to me was "God bless you Deanna." i dont know what emotion i am feeling. right now i am jsut numb and tired all at the same time. so to all my friends out there please keep my family in your prayers.