today i did something that i have needed to do for a long time. i told my ex off. it felt so good. yesterday he got put in jail for havin a suspended licenes. well his new g/f was with me when we got the call about it. all afternoon i was running around with her trying to get things straightned out and trying to get thing ready for today. i did not get much sleep because of all the stress and sutff. so all day i ahve been tired. anyway to make a long story short tonight he calls and asks if my b/f can give him a ride to work tomorrow. in all reality he cant cuase he has to be somewhere at 8 in the morning for a drug test. and then to fill out paper work. i told him that i am tired of picking up the pieces in his life that have gone wrong. i have my own life and a relationship that i need to stay focused on, school that i have to work on all the time, and a life of my own that i need to start living. he has a new g/f and she needs to be the one who is picking up the pieces in thier life and not me being the one to always run to thier aid. i am tired of it now and i jsut want my own life. i guess really the only way that i can do it is to distance my self form the whole situation. i know that i pissed both of them off today but i dont really care right now cause i need my life back. jason told me he is glad that i finally grew the balls to tell him with i told him. so right now i am feeling really good.