my world

by jasonsgirl
lately i have not been doing good again. a little over a month ago i wrote about having to have sugery to help with some female problems. i thought that the sugery had done me some good but i guess that i spoke to soon. i have been having more and more problems lately and i am getting scared that there will never be a solution to my problem. i really want there to be one but i dont know for sure if there will be without loosing the ability to have my own kids. u know that is something that every kid dreams of. is one day having thier own childern. oh well i guess that if this is the road i am supposed to go down then i will and one day i will adopt kids and raise them as my own.
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I am sorry that you are having troubles and hope everything turns out okay.
[Anonymous]
awe..that must be so difficult..but if you must do it that way then at least you get to tell your adoptive kids how special they are, cuz people who have kids naturally get stuck with those kids, but you got to pick which kid you wanted..come the day when you must tell them they are adopted..I forget where I heard that..but if I were ever to adopt a child of my own I'd tell them that..I think my french teacher told us..hmm.

be well

Vannessa
[Anonymous]
Oh Goober, I'm sorry to hear that, I thought for sure you'd see positive changes. Whether you have biological or adopted children, you're going to be a wonderful, loving mother. Just put it in God's hands, it'll bring you comfort. I love you and Jason, and you're in my prayers every day! Dawn-Dawn