what next

i went back to the gyno the other day and found out that i have to have yet another sugery. i thought that the last one was the end to the sugery for me but it looks like it is not. i am scared. but then again i am to the point where it is time for some answers. i am tired of the pain. i am tired of the cramps and i am tired of being weak because of being tired from the pain. i am ready for some answers and for something to change. i cant deal with it anymore. i have been trying to find a answer for like 8 years now. i jsut want the day to come when i dont have any pain. the pain i am talking about is the kind that makes you double over cause the cramps hurt so much. i know that this sounds like i am winning but i am not this is something that is real and happening in my life. will there ever be a answer?????????????????????
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Goober, don't hesitate, if you want me to come up and help you out when you have your surgery, let me know. I love ya goober, it'll all be alright.
You are a very strong woman and I know you will make it through. Please know that all will be okay, put your faith in the lord and all will work out. I know Dawn will help you through and you have Jason there to keep you sane! Be strong and stay sweet. I will keep you in my thoughts and know that the lord is watching over you.
Aaron
hey i know how you feel, i'm going on the second to see if i have cervical cancer...so i feel your pain...literally lol...like aaron said, put your faith in the lord and everthing will be fine